Originally from Northern Michigan, JULIE DOUGLAS has spent most of her adult life traveling the planet. She now lives with her husband in French New Caledonia. Julie is hard at work on her first novel.

                                                            unrequited?


I don’t know what to think I can’t help what I feel sometimes you smile and my world is brilliant but I know you mock me I feel the anger that even you don’t feel and I think it’s me that’s angry and maybe I have a reason to be but I’m just confused you think (I know this) that I can’t possibly want or love anyone else but I can and will I’m very close I see you more clearly and wonder why you bother with the innuendos I wish you would just leave me alone you’re arrogance is phenomenal what do you think I sit around all day and moon over you or something please you think there’s nobody else just waiting to treat me right well you’re wrong you know it I know it it still hurts though and I hope you’re happy that I’m hurt oh it really doesn’t matter anyway you’re fading and someone else is glowing warmly but I still wonder...

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© 2003 Julie Douglas